I know you're afraid. I know that life has taught you that people don't stay. People you love can leave you & there is nothing you can do to stop it. You try to save the world because the world couldn't save your father.
I know you're afraid of me, you're afraid I'll leave or that the world will take me away. So you keep me at a distance, but close enough to keep your eye on me. It's your way of controling the situation. It doesn't matter when I'm taken from this world, I will always love you deep & that you cannot control. What you can control is whether you choose to push me away & miss out, or let me in & enjoy it.
You are allowed to be happy. He would be sad if you weren't. You take on the best parts of him & he would be proud to see that in you. The parts of himself that he wouldn't like to see in you, well that's only natural. You're human & that doesn't dissapoint anyone who loves you that much.
Mistakes don't dissapoint, flaws don't dissapoint, for they are expected.
I love you because you are my equal.
You are not above or below me.
You do not intimidate nor under stimulate me.
I am comfortable & happy when I'm around you.
My world lights up when I see you.
My heart rate increases.
I can actually feel my blood move faster in my body.
You make me feel like if I don't hug you I'll burst.
I don't want to trap you, or own you, or keep you.
I want to love you.
I like you.
I like you just the way you are.
I just want you to relax & let yourself feel happiness.
You deserve it. You deserve all I can & will give to you.
I'm in no hurry for I am scared too afterall we are equals.
I understand you & I will love you no matter what.
